Friday, 7 May 2010

another suspended thing

yeaaaay~ the result of A2 has been released ahaha. and like before, i almost go to germany but it's okay, there're a lot of time, whenever i can go there. maybe Allah wanna tell me because i've been arrogant recently. and the person who will be go there is... jan-jan-jan, bunga ahaha
she'll go to germany with deas. i wonder what it would be, ahaha just kidding. they'll go on june 6th. GOOD LUCK MY FRIENDS ahaha. i'll go there too just wait for it

XOXO

Tuesday, 4 May 2010

mein Geburtstag

waaaay, today is my 17th birthday ! yes i've been 17 years old today~, well well, time really walk fast ahaha. unfortunately, at the same time, i have exams days, NOOO ! it's just like hell.

ORAAAA ! today is special day so i'll tell you an awesome thing.

you know what my friends gave to me ? those are really awesome ! even though i didn't have any party like others but i really proud about it, huhuhu


in the morning when i want to take my temporary legitimation card i met ucit and then she gave a book. when i opened it, on the 4th page i saw his photos *you know who* and he wrote happy birthday to me, i really excited ahaha. i really thanked to ucit. then in the pause time, ucit dragged me into deas, ceha, and lulung's class. in there i could see 2 pieces of cakes then they sang the happy birthday's song to me ahaha. deas, ceha, and lulung also gave me a gift. they gave me a sketch book. i was really happy ahaha


after school, language class and i created a magazine at menza. they also gave me a surprise. they bought a big cake for me and ezza *our birthday just different 2 weeks*. after ate cake i tried to send a message to my lovely senior, i typed, "thanks so much for your greeting". as usual, i never expected that he would reply my message but he replied it ! even it took a long time but it made me happy. he replied, "happy birthday to you once again ya and sorry, because my handwriting is bad" ahaha


huaaaang, i don't need a big party or whatever, but something little like this happier that anything. when you remember my birthday is okay to me, ehehe
you know who he is, right ? as you see those are real, nyahahaa

Saturday, 1 May 2010

I'M BACK !

huaa it has been a month since my last post. well, well it's caused by I'M IN A DUTY TO FINISHING ALL MY HOMEWORK ahaha, it's like a lie, right ? okay it's half lie and truth. heeem thre're a lot of things happened but i couldn't remember since i'm stupid.

okay, i'm doing language class magazine, now. this is one of homework from my english teacher. really, a lot of things happen but as usual i CAN'T remember it. the thing which i always know is my seniors were graduated from our beloved school. well, i don't are about the others, you know, it's about my lovely senior-ion negatif-or whatever, he is also gone too. at first i tried to act i-don't-care, but i can't. i feel like there's something that missing. my school become so quiet and more important is his figure disappear. my friends said i must confess him, maybe i'm a loser or what but i didn't want to do it. i don't want to do something that i've been knowing the answer since beginning. heem okay then the story ends before its begins.

hei~ wait, i became so mellow ? THAT'S NOT MY CHARACTER DDX, *change character ! transform !*
okay beause the stupid story has ended let's talk about another thing. on 2010, 30th April, i've done my A2 test T____________T, as you know, the questions awere soooo difficult ! geer, i hope my score isn't bad, at least. oya, the highest sore for A1 is deas, hohoho. she is one of my friends and she'll go to GERMANY ! deas, just wait for me ! ahaha
i'm lil bit jealous but if i feel like that it isn't fair because my friends never feel jealous of me at all, then i i'll throw away that feeling.

noooo, the language class magz still in processing but the deadline is monday ! wish me luck ! hope i make it in time !!


herzliche Grusse, ohohoho

Saturday, 20 March 2010

they said i just lack of confidence ?

well, well next monday will become a big deal for my senior because there are the national exams and i ever told you that i'm falling in love with my senior right ? because of that i really depressed and hopeless. i don't know what must i do. my other senior said that he'll help me, but it became dilemma *like mister said* and my friends also said i must say 'good luck' to him. heem maybe i just a loser that always hope but never try to reach it, well i know it. i'm not tell you that i'm crying because i haven't seen him 2 weeks yet. ya that's right ! the stupidest thing i've ever do

and today i gathered my courage to send him a message about 'good luck with your exams' *maybe you'll think i'm that stupid*. i doubt that time, should i send him or not ? but my friends force me then i sent it. i really hopeless, i never expected he would gave a reply even it just one sentence but it really made me happy, he typed my name ! for me it was really special. maybe for him it was nothing but for me it was everything

my chairmate said that i just lack of confidence and i built a great wall, i wanna close to him but i build a separate wall. ya she was right because there's something like 'know yourself' or 'who do you're' heem it's like a diference of level. i always think that i don't match with him. Allah just what should i do ? maybe i already become an ungrateful person but thank you, i just say subhanaallah for your gift these day ahaha

Monday, 15 March 2010

something i do to waste my time

ahahaha, you know what !?
when you read this post *is there someone ?* and you see the time when i post this post, you'll realize that i wasn't attending to school, heeem maybe you think i truant.well, it is true but the fact is i woke up late *is it same ?* because my alarm didn't ring this morning.

do you know ? my damn school created damn rules for those who come late to school. i prefer stay at home than i must get i punishment *sigh* because i'll get a same point if i force myself to come to school. who want to being lectured a same advice by teacher ? that is so booored~ furthermore, my parents allowed it :p sooo~ no problem

i wonder how's my friends doing at school, ahahaha

Saturday, 13 March 2010

trying something new isn't worst at all even we get a disaster after that

first subject of today is JAPANESE, yeaaaay~

japanese subject today is totally different as usual because we cooked sushi *yes, sushi !* altough it was a simple sushi-kani 'crab' sushi and salmon sushi. it was damn fun ahaha, for the first time i ate sushi, huaaaang TT^TT *cries*. i guess raw salmon and crab are disgusting but those are delicious, not fishy at all. because of that our class became messy ahaha and shoyu smell everywhere ahaha

after that we went to hell

<<< DEUTCH EXAAAM~

nooo, i wasn't study yet. God help me ! i wonder what about the result huaaaa TT^TT why i was not a foreigner since beginning ==" sigh, there's nowhere i can complain about that or if i insist to do that i'll called as ungrateful person.


Tuesday, 9 March 2010

alice in the wonderland

finally, i watched alice in the wonderland. that story was interesting since beginning and i always want to draw the charaters from its but i don't know who they are.

well,
well,
well,
i'll tell you about how i can watch that movie.
first of all, i planned to watch alice in the wonderland with all of 11th language class's student and indonesia subject's teacher and that's all ruined because a lot of them didn't have money *sigh* and the teacher watch another movie with japanese's teacher. totally damn. then i watch the movie with tiara, ratna and her sister, bunga, winda and her boyfriend, and ihsan.

and my opinion about the movie are~

that movie really damn awesome !



Jhonny Depp act *did i spell it right ?* as madhatter, huaaang my favourite character in alice in the wonderland, his act is really good, as expected from jhonny depp. the costume that alice wears is really cute. both of the queen are so funny too and chesire cat is annoying as usual ahaha

at first i guessed it would be a serious movie *hem, how to explain it ya ?* and then it's a comedy *aaa, i confuse how to tell you*

i want to watch it again BUT there's a financial problem ahaha

and now, i want to read its novel, heeeem. wonder where i can find it