stop about daydreaming

it sucks when people say that life is talking about dreaming. maybe it's true if future is builded by dreams but if you dreaming a lot, you will get nothing.
it is my fault because dreaming about something that won't ever come true. ahaha, i just can laugh at myself. how pitiful i am. i know if i never can reach it.
it isn't like i'm ungrateful, but. in fact everything i wish about something i really want, it never comes true. but if i act do-i-care ?-i get sweet thing.

now i'm howling in the shadow. ahaha i look into mirror how stupid i am, geez. terrible woman. i wish everything alright