fany's birthday

these day i spent my day with nothing. i just drew something, online and soon untill i got a message from fany. she asked to came to her house. she wanted to celebrate her birthday even it already past well, just one day. because i had a lot of time then i agreed directly. she said the party would began at 2 pm because i was sleepy then i tried to sleep but suddenly my phone rang-dammit-deni called me and he said he already near fany's house, altough i had a lot of time i must prepare immediately because deny waited for me.

skip~

i already arrived at fany's house. as i expected i came too early and i blamed deni, huh. one by one came, ucok with kinyok, fany's drastis teacher, and ayu. it was a little party but very nice and at the same time deni got a news that he would go to Germany with winda because they got the highest score in A1 pruefung. it became a good news, of course

firefly's light

this is not my own story. i copied it from kobato anime - CLAMP because it is a good story then i posted it to you all. i do not own this story and you also should not do own's
here we go~

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once upon time there was a lonely firefly. he lives in the depth forest where there's no sun light in the morning and very dark at night and cold wind always blow. the lonely firefly is really poor one. he was alone and couldn't glow because he didn't have any friends to tell him how to glow. everyday he walked away to searching for a light but he just found nothingness.

"who am i ? am i really firefly ? but why i can't glow ? why i should be born if i was alone in the end ?" he asked himself. he tought God so unfair because left him alone.

after the lonely firefly tired to walk, he rest a bit under big tree and he asked "why God doesn't send me a partner to accompany me ? i prayed a lot but ever you heard my wish, God ?" because he was alone so no one answered his question.

suddenly rain was falling, he felt cold then he cried thinking about how sad he was "i hope some can warm me", he said. because of sadness that he felt, then he fell asleep in the middle of cloudburst.

"hei, wake up", the lonely firefly heard an unkown voice

"who's there ?" he asked. but he saw nothing. he just saw a light but it was so far away from him

"please don't give up ! keep walking to find your light" said that voice once again

"hei, wait-" then the lonely firefly woke up. unfortunately, it was a dream but the rain already stopped. he saw a wonderful view after rain. he little bit grateful. but still, he was thingking about his dream mean. "why i should keep walking ?" he asked himself, "will i be able to see my light ?" even he not sure about his dream but he tried to keep walking.

day by day he walked, he hasn't seen any light. he just saw a small cold river "am i being fooled ?" he felt hopeless then he sat by the river. he cried again and again "why i'm so stupid and can be fooled by stupid dream ? light !? is there any light in this stupid world ?" he cursed himself. he threw stones at the river but misses and hit one of the leaves.

"ouch~"

he heard a voice from behind the leaves "who is there !?" he asked. then a flicker of light coming from behind of leaves. a beautiful light amused him.

"hei, why you threw that stones into me ?" asked the firefly who has a beautiful light.

"i didn't know if you were there. i'm sorry," the lonely firefly apologized.

"well then. who are you ?" she asked

"i'm a lonely firefly," he answered with a looking glum

"firefly ? are you really firefly ?" she asked again. the lonely firefly nodded his head. "but why you aren't glow ?"

"because no one ever told me how to glow. i'm alone, after all," he answered sadly

"oh, poor you, boy. come on ! come close to me. i'll tell you how to glow,"

then the lonely firefly came close to her, "if you want to glow, fill your heart with love," the beautiful firefly took his hand. "you're not alone,"

then the lonely firefly be able to glow. he shined a bright light, "see, you can glowing, now," said the beautiful firefly

"unbelievable, i can shining !" he said happily.

then go out a lot of fireflies through the other leaves. he really surprised about that "God, now i know that i'm not alone. thank you God,"

and now, the lonely firefly gathered with other fireflies and live happily

-the end-

bunkasai at UNJ

today is so fun, i went to bunkasai at UNJ (universitas negeri jakarta). it was crowded, maybe it caused by free pass. i attended by myself but i met mino, shella, camui, hazu, maul and others. they all were cosplay except maul and me. when i came, shella and camui were queuing obakeya. obakeya is a haunted house in japan but they said it wasn't scary because it was more like a dark room than haunted house. the ghosts just touched them then they felt ticklish but a lot of visitors queued obakeya maybe they were screaming out ahaha

most of cosplayer cosplay with gothic style or lolita style. it can be their own design but some of them cosplay as anime character.
i took a picture with ciel and all character from kuroshitsuji but no sebastian in there. hem actually i wanna took a lot of picture but i'm too shy to asked. there were a bunch of stupidity girl from school rumble, yukimura sanada, sugo chara, c.c. ya c.c. from code geass. hem, but i ever saw her in another place but i forgot ahaha who cares ? and a many more.



there were also many stalls. from trinkets till food. in the food stalls, the most crowded are okonomiyaki stalls and cafe stalls. okonomiyaki is like martabak in here but it contains cabbage, egg, noddle, shrimp, etc and the taste absolutely delicious. cafe stalls is like a restaurant but they just served simple meal. the waiters dressed like a maid and butler in the UK. cafe stalls was attracted visitors

oya, and then we met reita ! of course the fake one. you don't know reita ? he is a bassist from the one of famous band in japan, the gazette.

sorry for shella, i just upload one picture ahaha

after i uploaded the picture mino copied them and uploaded by herself then she made it as her profile picture in facebook. after that all of friend of hers said "mino, is reita ?" or " mino, he is like a real reita !" but mino depressed because she couldn't found him in facebook. huh, mino is so silly

Mading winners also announced today, but unfortunately we did not win. winners came from 5 senior high school bekasi.
this is mading of ours:


5 o'clock we returned to our own home despite the fact that the show over at 9 o'clock in the evening. hem i just buyed bleach third movie. haaah, i want to attend another bunkasai

exam's 2 3 4 5th day

ahaha, long time no post...

if i say that i'm busy that is a lie. i just didn't have a chance to online in computer (?). well whatever..

i'll tell how's my exam's days like;

>> monday...

literary indonesia. tough, i never expected the will be so hard. huh, the teacher must be crazy. the last exam is religion.. it's not like i sniffy but the test is really easy but i still dunno what result will i get. i hope it is a good result

>> tuesday

these day i had 3 test

aargh, math ! i already gave up since beginning. now i know that i really terrible in math. the test is really easy but you know what !? i'm very bad in counting and i forgot the formula.. the second test is deutsch, 50 question and you must finished it in 1 hour. deutsh is same as math. katastrophe but makes me fun (?). and the last is history... ah i'm too lazy to tell you this. not important test.

after school my mother asked me to watched 2012 at cinema. i think it was a great movie. i learned that technology couldn't safe us from the end of world. i also learned how greed human. they just wanted to safe theirselves without thinking about other. how poor ourselves

>> wednesday

indonesian. i forgot what a kind of test like but that is little hard. the last test is technology and information a.k.a computer. the test is little easy.. you know !! grade 12's test is deutsch. maybe you can say that i'm sniffy but the deutsch test is really easy and all of my friend admitted it. a lot of grade 12 ask an answer to my friend ahaha, including a senior that sit next to me. my super senior looked like he couldn't pass that test. he became the last person out of the room. aah, i wonder i can help him and say "senior, the saviour is coming to help you" ahaha. and his respond is "aah, finally you come. i've waiting for you". aargh~ his stupidity face charms me. why is he so handsome (for me) ? if the next test i could sit with his class again, I will help him in deutsch test, hwaaa i'm waiting for that time...

>> today

art test really are bored. i drew a bag the colored it. japanese test ? really hard you know. i gave up about that...

exam's first day

all things happened these day. even there's annoying thing but i'm still happy ahhaa. dunno why...
first, i room with my super senior ahaha. when i came to that class my friend became noisy. they said how lucky i am ahaha. oh God thank you so much...

i passed my test well. i don't how the result but i already did my best even just half of my ability ahahaa...
at first i couldn't concentrate because of my super senior but i tried to control myself. altough i just saw his back but it still makes me happy. i wonder how his face looks when he is thinking. mabe he looks stupid, nyaaa i like his stupidity face gerrr

i arrived at home at 5.30 p.m. after i canged my uniform then i ol facebook. whoaa, and there's him. i need several minutes to think shoul i say hello to him first ? after that i did it ! yeey congrats to me. we talked a lot of things ahaha even not too a lot. but i'm still grateful. he is so friendly and so cool. because he doesn't care about other who he is not interest in

at 8 p.m ucit phoned me. she was chatted with my super senior. she talked more than me but i didn't care. she said that my super senior still loves his ex-girlfriend. heard it i wasn't sad because i try to make him is not mine. he can loves other freely. i do not have any right, right ?

that's all
i wonder i can pass my exam again ehehe

alhamdulillah ya Allah

ahaha, maybe today day is nothing for you all but for me today is very beautifull. i don't care if tomorrow there will be an exam or whatever. Allah, thanks for everything that you gave me.

well, i'll tell you what happen today:

i studied as usual. there's nothing change. my homeroom teacher gave all of student a legitimation cardfor exam to who already paid school tuition. because i'm not paid then i didn't get any card yet.

after school, deas asked me where my exam room is. because i didn't know then i asked my classmate. she said we're in 11th room.. and you know what ? my friends predicted that i'll be one room with my super senior. i really surprised ahaaha , i am happy but i tried to control myself. i am afraid if i am too happy, i'll hurt in the end

and this night, there's a little surprise again. my super senior say hello to me. oh God, am i dreaming ? he asked where 11th room is. even that is usual for you all but for that is so special. i never expected that he would say hello first although it just a moment but i'm really greatful. yaAllah, thank you so much because you still love me. even i always against you, many thanks to you Allah. alhamdulillah.

i hope tomorrow will be interesting story, amiin

thousand happiness

ahaha, today is so fun. maybe there's nothing but i feel happy hoho... so who cares ?

all best thing happen after school

ucit said that she wanted to go to axc where -mr. ehem-played futsal. unfortunately i didn't care about mr. ehem. actually ucit lied to me. on the phone she said my super senior would play futsal but accidentally, he was there. when i looked the other side.. i was surprised because there was my super senior, ahaha... (you know who he is) maybe it called by destiny ahaha *stuupid me*

even i saw him from far i knew if he is very handsome. his sparkling pheromone was spreaded. i wonder if he knows how i really admire him.

he finished his match first than my friends. maybe he felt the air so hot so he undress. gyaaak he was half naked. hau hau hau i couldn't take my eyes from him. God, i hope it wouldn't be a sin ahaha if it would then he is the one who must take a responsible

stop about daydreaming

it sucks when people say that life is talking about dreaming. maybe it's true if future is builded by dreams but if you dreaming a lot, you will get nothing.
it is my fault because dreaming about something that won't ever come true. ahaha, i just can laugh at myself. how pitiful i am. i know if i never can reach it.
it isn't like i'm ungrateful, but. in fact everything i wish about something i really want, it never comes true. but if i act do-i-care ?-i get sweet thing.

now i'm howling in the shadow. ahaha i look into mirror how stupid i am, geez. terrible woman. i wish everything alright

unlucky day

geez, maybe since this morning i was cursed. everthing i did wasn't good at all.
i almost came late to school, feel sleepy in the japanese class. i do not enthusiasm for learning

let's talk about autumn in japan~

heem, even tough autumn was over in japan but i really want to talk about japan~
maybe it can be information that really useful.

when the leaves on the trees have started to dry and fall. when the sound of insects commonly heard in the house was no longer heard. and when the city park trees have changed color to reddish yellow. this is a sign of autumn.

autumn in Japan, a lot of unique things that we can enjoy its beauty. Kouyou, Momiji, or the beautiful red leaves are attractive one of the many attractions autumn. not only that, in Japan, there are many events that characterized the fall. traditional food served too much when autumn.

an unique habits in autumn
when we talk about the fall in Japan, there are some unique habits closely related to the "appetite" and "reading habit" autumn-style.

for majority people in japan, autumn is the best time for family gathering and eating together. In addition, the time during the autumn night was slightly longer, so well suited to be used for the habit of reading books that are useful. not be unusual when many Japanese people are spending time in the autumn evening by reading books, novels, and other.

typical meal in autumn
the most populas meal during autumn are sanma (fish), various fruits like orange, apple, grapes; various vegetables like matsutake mushroom, shiitake mushroom, red yams, and peas.
usually, various of meal above often become idol that served in eating together event during autumn.

when autumn, go to garden fruit become the most popular recretion. they can do some hunt like mushroon hunting or dig yams.

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oya, in autumn many school like to hold cultural festival. it can be celebrate their school's birthday. heem, maybe it is like performing arts in here (indonesia). they can show band performing or drama performing. they also decorate their class and open stand. it can be food stand, example; takoyaki stand, okonomiyaki stand or cafe. hemmm, not just stand. some class interested in obakeyashiki a.k.a haunted house or carp goldfish. each class isn't allowed to open the same stand


alright~ enough for today
aah, i want to feel fantastic autumn in japan too...

halloweeeeeen~~ fill your day with ghost story and pumpkin

TRICK OR TREAT~~ !!

ahaha, maybe it is too late if i talk about halloween, but who cares ? yeah no one
yesterday was a halloween day where western celebrate it.
in indonesia a lot of people reject a day of halloween. but it is okay as long as i don't idolizing or worship halloween day, right boy ? i just admire pictures about halloween day. they are so cute

some people say, halloween is a day when all of ghost, devil, or something similiar gathered at our world. well, i do not care about history. hemm, a day of resurrection ! maybe... (it hear like a title of witch in umineko no naku koro ni, *i addicted that anime* ushiromiya ange *gerr, spoiler*)

think of halloween, of course we know an orange pumpkin called jack o' lantern. he is a symbol of halloween. for me he is so cute with eccentric colour. who will scares about him if he always smile ?

o, ya ! don't you know ? at the same time with halloween, october 31th is L birthday. yeah L Lawliet. a detective from anime-manga deathnote who dies for justice. awa

wawa, i love him after lelouch and allen and syaoran

well, at last i say happy birthday for L~~ !! *we aren't allow to celebrate halloween right ?*
all the best for L ! ahaha