Sunday, 7 March 2010

RRI; speech contest

yaaay~

i attended japanese speech contest today. it was awesome ! the participants really are talented. they spoke like a real one. i felt like watching anime. heeem, i guess when i can speech like them.
i feel lil' bit envy, but i believe they're can't do the same as me-drawing-even i can't draw properly but someday i'll be a pro ahahahaha *just dreaming as usual nata~*

Wednesday, 3 March 2010

his birthday and my third-love song-concert

hueeeeee, 2nd march is his birthday but i couldn't gave him a present.
i feel like the stupidest person ever. i 've been saving my money and i planned to give him a cake as his present but-but-but my money wasn't enough to buy him a cake. why cake is really expansive, does it knows i want to buy a wonderful cake, haah !? and my plan is ruined suddenly.

not just his birthday, today i had a little concert !
it was third concert. the english teacher asked us to sing the beatles's songs and i sang 'love me do'. at the english subject's time, he had a sport subject ! i wished he can saw my-terrible-cencert BUT he learn at the other place TT^TT. oh my, i chose that song on purpose; i hope he can hear my song even it was terrible but the song is based my love towards him !

i always believe there's nothing futile, but the truth never says like that TT^TT

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actually there're three person who have a birthday on 2 march: he, tiara, and our beloved english teacher ahaha. we celebrated their birthday at the same time

Monday, 1 March 2010

lulung's and ica's birthday

heem today was my friend's birthday, ica and lulung.
i did something that i never did before, heeem i came to lulung's and ica's house in the morning to give them surprise. everyone knows no one can distrub my lovely morning on sunday. but because of my hospitality i did it for my LOVELY friends ahahaa

absolutely i wasn't alone. there were ucit, ceha, deas, and taufik. we bought a cake for them.

we came to lulung's house first. when we arrived at lulung's house-we made a noisy i just feel sorry to her neighbour-lulung wasn't at home *WTH !?* as i tought, "what if lulung isn't at home ? because we didn't confirm her mother that we want to give her surprise". daaaamn ! her mother said lulung went out with her beloved boy friend, nanda. what ! in the morning ? she said lulung and nanda jogged at monas *well i've bad experience about jogged at monas alone*. at first, we wanted to went to ica's house and back to lulung's house at noon because no one of us asked ica, she is at home or not. but lulung's mother said we can wait for her a while then she phoned lulung with a little act she blamed lulung.

it took a while, we hide in lulung's bedroom. huaaaaa, hurry up ! or we were gonna die~ it was too hot =="
JAAN JAAN JAAAANG, i heard lulung's voice. i knew she felt annoyed because her mother distrub her date, ahaha *feel it !* when lulung opened her door, "TARAAAAA~ ! HAPPY BIRTHDAY LULUNG !" we sang a birthdai's dong and suddenly she cried without a reason ahahaha, so funny XP. we gave her our present, she really wanted have a handmade shirt, so we drew 'happy birthday' her shirt.

well, we didn't have much time left, so we decided to go to ica's house and lulung also join.

after we arrived at ica's house we did the same as lulung's we sang "HAPPY BIRTHDAY ICAA~" and she felt really surprised but not like lulung ica didnt cry but she really never expected we were coming to her house *well, it is a surprise since beginning, isn't it ?* and we also gave her a cake *absolutely different cake* and a present.
and theeen, we spent our half day in ica's house, we made a mess in her bedroom ahaha, sorry ica i just aim to do it ahahaha
~I WISH YOU ALL THE BEST~

Sunday, 21 February 2010

another Allah's grace

huaaaaang, long time no post and it is terrible, hueeee


hei, hei. you know ? yesterday, i joined a manga competition at labschool. as you know, drawing manga is my first time ever. maybe i like to draw bit that isn't manga at all. you must know where is the difference. okay, i'm not tell where is the difference. *back to topic* ya that was my first manga and i was soooo nervous. at first, maybe i felt lil' bit confident but after i finished mine, huaaa there were a different level with mine and others. they were really expert than me. after competition, there was a workshop from machiko manga school and she said to draw a good manga need a good technic too and it made me become down, i thought there weren't any chance to me to win, well i don't care. i really wanted to go home quickly since i no needed to stay there any longer but rain fell. after the rain stopped, i asked permission to go home but the teachers weren't allowed me, then i followed their order.

and finally they announced the winner and i became one of them. i got first place, ya Allah i never think that i'll got first place and i just can said alhamdulilah to Allah

Thursday, 11 February 2010

nothing particular

aaa, somehow i easy to forget everything lately. that is little bit dangerous, for me. because i used to remember anything without write it on notebook, gwaaah, why ? that's why i should write everything carefully since now on this blog because i use this blog as my backup for my english's subject's task =="

well well, let's talk about something happier.
today's a birthday of my 'friend', you know what ? we gave her a little surprise. unfortunately it wasn't too fun because i want to made her cry but it's okay, i'll try it next year ehehe

oya, this afternoon i tried a new site that i've found, http://www.kokuban.in/ if you like to draw, try it ? it was fun altough you should use google translate...i meant, your dictionary *google translate useless after all*

this is my result after i tried kokuban
still, it easier to draw with pencil and a piece of paper, manual is number one than digital art ahahaha *it caused because i blind of tech*

Wednesday, 3 February 2010

forsaken duck's wish -written by me-

this song is made, written and created by me
my english teacher gives a homework to make a song
i bad about writing a story
this song inspired by song that i've play while i write this
here we go, my messy lyric~

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Hey, Ms. Fairy
No one knows who I am
I am a forsaken duck
I lock myself from the outside
And the cold wind blows toward me
Makes my heart freeze

But...
I do have a dream that I dreamed every night
Become a beautiful swan
That make the other envy
Am I selfish ?

Hey,
If I'm swan everyone will see me, right ?
Everyone knows
No one cares about the poor one

Ms. Fairy,
I want you to grant my wish
Give me your spell
To turn me into swan
And to melt my frozen heart
I beg you

I don't want to dance in the silence again
This foot can't step alone

Ms. Fairy,
Realize ! I'm alone all this time
It's okay if I cursed by God
I'm being ungrateful, after all

Thursday, 21 January 2010

awesomeness of rainy day

i ever said that i hate rainy day, and sunny day, didn't i ?
but today, i like rain. without waste your time i'll tell you what happened today

well after school, ucit said she wanted to go to somewhere but i didn't have money enough. then, deas, ceha, and lulung came and joint our conversation. ucit asked deas for go to some where but deas said thet she wanted to go home early today. ucit also asked ceha. ceha agreed but she hadn't money. well, we had a long-term-conversation without end until my *my ??* ion came. as usual, ucit screamed, suddenly. without thinking twice, ucit asked ion to deliver her go to lia and he agreed *no one ever expected he would agreed* maybe ucit little bit surprised and she asked my permission (?) of course i allowed her, who am i ? (i am spiderman ?) i just his fan, obviously ucit can do what she wants. okay i didn't care about this part..
as you know, his motorcycle stopped beside me huaaa, i could saw him clearly, huaaa he is really handsome.

in a middle way of went home, suddenly rain fell. i saw ucit and ion took a shelter. because i don't like to take a selther then i trough the rain. the other reason is, "how i can stand for a long time if he was there ??"

when i arrived at home, i opened facebook directly and at the same time ucit was online, maybe from facebook and she saih " sorry, nat. i didn't get any new information. and you kno what ! he asked where your house is ! and he also said'wow, nata trough the rain !'" was it mean he pay attention to meee~ ! ahaha.

little bit confident is okay, isn't it ? ahaha