another Allah's grace

huaaaaang, long time no post and it is terrible, hueeee


hei, hei. you know ? yesterday, i joined a manga competition at labschool. as you know, drawing manga is my first time ever. maybe i like to draw bit that isn't manga at all. you must know where is the difference. okay, i'm not tell where is the difference. *back to topic* ya that was my first manga and i was soooo nervous. at first, maybe i felt lil' bit confident but after i finished mine, huaaa there were a different level with mine and others. they were really expert than me. after competition, there was a workshop from machiko manga school and she said to draw a good manga need a good technic too and it made me become down, i thought there weren't any chance to me to win, well i don't care. i really wanted to go home quickly since i no needed to stay there any longer but rain fell. after the rain stopped, i asked permission to go home but the teachers weren't allowed me, then i followed their order.

and finally they announced the winner and i became one of them. i got first place, ya Allah i never think that i'll got first place and i just can said alhamdulilah to Allah

nothing particular

aaa, somehow i easy to forget everything lately. that is little bit dangerous, for me. because i used to remember anything without write it on notebook, gwaaah, why ? that's why i should write everything carefully since now on this blog because i use this blog as my backup for my english's subject's task =="

well well, let's talk about something happier.
today's a birthday of my 'friend', you know what ? we gave her a little surprise. unfortunately it wasn't too fun because i want to made her cry but it's okay, i'll try it next year ehehe

oya, this afternoon i tried a new site that i've found, http://www.kokuban.in/ if you like to draw, try it ? it was fun altough you should use google translate...i meant, your dictionary *google translate useless after all*

this is my result after i tried kokuban

still, it easier to draw with pencil and a piece of paper, manual is number one than digital art ahahaha *it caused because i blind of tech*

forsaken duck's wish -written by me-

this song is made, written and created by me
my english teacher gives a homework to make a song
i bad about writing a story
this song inspired by song that i've play while i write this
here we go, my messy lyric~

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Hey, Ms. Fairy
No one knows who I am
I am a forsaken duck
I lock myself from the outside
And the cold wind blows toward me
Makes my heart freeze

But...
I do have a dream that I dreamed every night
Become a beautiful swan
That make the other envy
Am I selfish ?

Hey,
If I'm swan everyone will see me, right ?
Everyone knows
No one cares about the poor one

Ms. Fairy,
I want you to grant my wish
Give me your spell
To turn me into swan
And to melt my frozen heart
I beg you

I don't want to dance in the silence again
This foot can't step alone

Ms. Fairy,
Realize ! I'm alone all this time
It's okay if I cursed by God
I'm being ungrateful, after all