awesomeness of rainy day

i ever said that i hate rainy day, and sunny day, didn't i ?
but today, i like rain. without waste your time i'll tell you what happened today

well after school, ucit said she wanted to go to somewhere but i didn't have money enough. then, deas, ceha, and lulung came and joint our conversation. ucit asked deas for go to some where but deas said thet she wanted to go home early today. ucit also asked ceha. ceha agreed but she hadn't money. well, we had a long-term-conversation without end until my *my ??* ion came. as usual, ucit screamed, suddenly. without thinking twice, ucit asked ion to deliver her go to lia and he agreed *no one ever expected he would agreed* maybe ucit little bit surprised and she asked my permission (?) of course i allowed her, who am i ? (i am spiderman ?) i just his fan, obviously ucit can do what she wants. okay i didn't care about this part..
as you know, his motorcycle stopped beside me huaaa, i could saw him clearly, huaaa he is really handsome.

in a middle way of went home, suddenly rain fell. i saw ucit and ion took a shelter. because i don't like to take a selther then i trough the rain. the other reason is, "how i can stand for a long time if he was there ??"

when i arrived at home, i opened facebook directly and at the same time ucit was online, maybe from facebook and she saih " sorry, nat. i didn't get any new information. and you kno what ! he asked where your house is ! and he also said'wow, nata trough the rain !'" was it mean he pay attention to meee~ ! ahaha.

little bit confident is okay, isn't it ? ahaha

pleasant wednesday

well well well, another bliss that Allah gave me. it came again-again-again *hei, why i said same words 3 times ? tsk. who cares?*

as i said before, for celebrate my school birthday, student council made some competition and today was fashion show. as usual, at first i wasn't interest at all after ucit sent me a message *again*, "nat, ion is in menza" without thinking twice, i ran to menza directly ahaha.
i arrived at menza but he just sat in front of menza and chatted with his friends. then without him around me, i saw that fashion show.

the first contestant was my friend, ceha. i guess she was awesome. i never expected because she looked so confident that time. then i supported ucit's class, jonah and ulul. after jonah showed, i waited for ulul's turn and she took a long time, aarrrggh.

jeng
jeng
jeng
jeng

then a miracle came. who guessed my ion would be the last one of boys who showed. ahaha it was suprised me, really. suddenly ucit screamed and without thinking i also followed her ahahaha. he really was funny and when he introduced himself, he acted like a foreigner, ahaha really silly

after i saw fashion show i went to axc, ucit said she wanted to say hello to taufik, and soon, soon, soon

when i arrived at home he was online, nooooo~
i asked him, why he can joint that contest and he answered that his homeroom teacher forced him. i guess he wasn't confident because he asked "it wasn't it, was it ?"
haaaah, as he knows, he is really great as he is. from his stupidity and another things, ahahaha

acoustic competition

for celebrate my birthday's school, the student council makes a several competition and today is acoustic competition. each class can send more than 1 group and they can sing whatever song they like. okay, i won't tell what their performance like but i'll tell my joyful day and it just happened then.

i'm happy if Allah SWT still loves me and today Allah gives me a gift again !
in the morning, i came late to school and i got my punisment but that punishment became wonderful because my super senior=ion also came late maybe he didn't notice if i was there too but it's fine. and soon i had my daily activities, and it's not important story

wawawa bell's rang and it's meant i can go home but i met ucit and she asked me to see an acoustic competition. at first, i wasn't interested at all but i still let her did whatever she want. suddenly, deas call me and she said my ion played marble. what the hell ! he looked like a child but it is best part of him that i like, being an idiot ! ahaha. jeng jeng jeng, then the competition begun

and then here we go, acoustic competition.... jreng jreng jreng, i didn't know what the song that the participant sang and i wasn't enjoy but suddenly~ ion came when ucit asked him why he came, he said he just want to see the participant's performance. hhuahuahuahau, i couldn't say a single word even, he sat in front of me but it had a distance. still, i got nervous. and suddenly (again !) he stood behind me huaaaaaaaa ! i mean... behind ucit for sure. and he did something stupid (like say unimportant words) that made me couldn't did anything and after that he moved and sat on the table behind me and he really close to me. huaaaa, Allah, i really grateful about that situation but still, i feel like i can't received this gift because its really wonderful gift. it's okay if i say that i really lucky isn't it ?

but i afraid if i'm bother and scare him, hueeee

TATU - CLOWNS

TATU - CLOWNS

Can you see me now?
Can you see me now?

All this weeping in the air
Who can tell where it will fall?
Through floating forests in the air
'Cross the rolling open sea

Blow a kiss, I run through air
Leave the past, find nowhere
Floating forests in the air
Clowns all around you

Clowns that only let you know
Where you let your senses go
Clowns all around you
It's a cross I need to bear

All this black and cruel despair
This is an emergency
Don't you hide your eyes from me
Open them and see me now

Can you see me now?
Can you see me now?

Can you see?
Can you see?
See me here in the air
Not holding on to anywhere
But holding on so beware
I have secrets I won't share

See me here pushing you
If I then deny I do
Contemplate or wish away
If I ask you not to stay

Clowns that only let you know
Where you let your senses go
Clowns all around you
It's a cross I need to bear

All this black and cruel despair
This is an emergency
Don't you hide your eyes from me
Open them and see me now

HIKARU UTADA - This One (Crying Like A Child)

HIKARU UTADA - This One (Crying Like A Child)

How can I put this, I, I, I
I'm an independent woman, I
I've been crying like a child

I just wanted you to know the person that I am
More than any other of your fans
I will love you for a thousand years
Yours truly

I ain't gonna play it cool
Let me tell you I've tried that already
Every day and every night
Your words ring through me

Who am I trying to fool
Honey, I've been living on my own like Freddie
But I'm still a woman
Baby, tell me how

How could I ever love another
How could you say you don't remember
God knows I'd give anything
For just one more night together

Today I miss you more than ever
How could you say you don't remember
This one's for the happiness
I'll be wishing you forever

It's just another Friday night
For you and your accessories
And there you are before my eyes

Two hours and for fifteen minutes you are here
I don't want to scream least I should hear
A whisper in the darkness disappear
Sincerely

We should get back on the road
Like Simon and Garfunkle
Let's get married
You are all the shelter that I need above me

Who am I trying to fool
Honey, I've got your ringtone on my Blackberry
And I won't give a damn
If only I knew how

How could I ever love another
How could you say you don't remember
God knows I'd give anything
For just one more night together

Today I miss you more than ever
How could you say you don't remember
This one's for the happiness
I'll be wishing you forever

You've got me crying like a child
Ain't no need for me to lie
A hundred jpeg files
Filling up my hard drive

You've got me crying like a child
And the crowd is going wild
This one, this is the one
Come on and give it up

How could I ever love another
How could you say you don't remember
God knows I'd give anything
For just one more night together

Today I miss you more than ever
How could you say you don't remember



hueee this lyric is touching me, tough
it talks what i feel now and really suit to me
This one's for the happiness
I'll be wishing you forever

How could I ever love another
How could you say you don't remember
God knows I'd give anything
For just one more night together

Today I miss you more than ever
How could you say you don't remember
This one's for the happiness
I'll be wishing you foreve

hell after i felt a minute of heaven

today is rainy day in the afternoon
sky became dark and i really hate it. before i go home i saw my super senior-ehem-ehem ahaha. he was walking around in front of me, holy shit ! he spreaded his charm huaaargh. i don'y know he did it on purpose or not. if yes, he made me more love him, gyaaak. he stained by sins ahaha
on the way i also met him and ucit talked with him in front me ! he really close to, my heart was beating fast, nooo~ am i gonna die ?

when i deliver ucit the pelting rain fell upon us, daaaamn. my glasses became frosty, huaaang i couldn't saw anything

i hate rainy and sunny dayssss, i prefer cloudy TT 3TT

katastrophe's day - first day go to school

huoooo, now my holiday is over
nooo~ bad dream and i also came late to school but it still forgiveable because a lot of student also came late. but but there was a wonderful view (absolutely) even it just several second, well it's okay.
then i did ceremony as usual-every monday-gerrr, huahuahuaaa all of sudden i got stomachache, dammit and then i became pale, noo why that must happened !? i wanna cry back then i really mad to headmaster because he had a long-nothing-story.
after ceremony, it was a sport subject, but-because i came late-i forgot to bring the training's clothes then i got a punishment in a middle of stomachache, aaargh damn !

in indonesian subject, the teacher was absent huakakaka... then i just spent it with useless activities. as you know, one of my friend never go to somewhere by plane then me and my other friends made a big lies; the plane take off like a rocket, the seat like in a bus, the windows can be opened. even she didn't knoe where we on a plane we can't activate our handphone or activate filght mode, etc ahahaha that was so funny

and soon, soon, soon. there's no great story again hueeeng

new year's bliss

happy new year all~

shinnen akemashite omedetou gozaimasuuuu~ *fuuh finnally i knew how to say 'new year' in japanese*

hope you wish will be granted this year, err but my wish also be granted

1st january,

what about your new year's eve ? did you have a party and enjoy it ?

i hope you've a great story to share with me

unfortunately, i didn't have a party like last year. i just watched spiderman 3 *yeaaa, i watched it 1 year, from 11:59 till 00:01, stupid, isn't it ahaha*, online and upload my last draw in 2009. i finished my draw in time ! ahaha

hemm, my new year's eve really is boring, right ?

and the afternoon, my aunt invited me to eat seafood at one of mall in jakarta. on there, you can choose the fish that you want to eat. it was like a little aquarium, unfortunately (again) the taste of food wasn't good. aaa damn

2nd january,

i spent my holiday as usual, online, drawing, etc. one thing made it different, my uncle *now, his turn* he invited all of familiy from my mother's family and his to gathered in one of restaurant seafood (again *okay, 2 days i ate seafood*) but thats place better than before. the foods were delicious ahaha

err, i don't have any story to share with you, byeeeeeee~